Progress?

I figured out how to get back on here, so I guess I'm due for another post. As my new life continues, it's difficult not to think if this is the one I really want. The responsibilities, the questions, the shortcomings. How difficult would things be if they were different?, the what if's and why's. Am I truly happy? are we ever? Or do we just fall into a comfortable position that coincides with complacency and repetition?...